TRAPPED

trapped inside myself?!?! is it possible to be trapped within oneself but thats exactly how i feel right now i just wonder if i can get out of myself and shake myself up and crawl back inside?!?!do i sound phsychic or does this happen to everyone?i feel i don know anything about myself leave alone what i want to do next.is this some sort of wierd dream where i am a stranger to myself.stayig throgh the night staring at the blank walls wondering who i really am?eerie!!!but to the world around i am as normal as i could ever be no one but me knows that there is a storm inside!!!probably its going to take longer than i expect the storm to settle

loneliness!!!!!!!!!!!

loneliness is a biter sweet medicine.im one such person who was always privileged with great friends and an over supportive family.through my school days my parents and friends were all a girl could ever ask for not that i realized they were rare or special but as i moved out to hostel family or friends could not come along.new people new faces friends were not dificult to make but it was not possible to replace the old once but as i started growing accustomed to them and started growing attatched to a hand picked ones i was stung hard those whom i trusted werent trustworthy.i did gradually build back a set of friends but i did realise that no one except ones own self comes till the end friends and family are an integral part of life and not life itself.